Saturday, 13 July 2013

The Prayer.




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 Uncertainty is sometimes a blessing,not sometimes it was always a blessing for me as of now,he thought.I took my best decisions in the past when uncertainty looms around me.But it was always difficult things to do,it brought me the feeling of kid who is going in front of the audience for his speech for first time, it reminds me how vulnerable I am and it reveals me all of my weakness and told me don't try it you are going fail!. and if you fails nobody is going to be there for you.
         But otherwise too, who was there for me? I was alone always or I felt so,I likes to walk alone likes to talks myself, you can see the beauty of the universe when you walk alone because when you walk alone there is no attachments which distract you from enjoying those zealously filled wonders,creative abundance which fills around you.If the so called teachers are right it was a creativity of lonely one, the ultimate creator.....The Almighty "Our Father..in heaven.
        This uncertainty which fills the life with its moments of excitements,anxiety and prepare us to pass through the difficulties of life or mostly it remind us how precious each moments in life.Imagine even if god can create and destroy everything's and situations according to his wish how boring he might be feeling about his own status,or he too might be wants to have a life with some or the other kind of problems,and to enjoy the proud moments while we cross them with the talents or creativity the almighty has filled in us.so even though we never realize it uncertainty drive us ahead more than anything else or in such times our guardian angel being more close to us and take care of us.
         Yesterday I had a dream, all the animals and birds started to talk in humans language,the crow said" we are the one who are very close to humans but we never thought humans are so afraid about life and that's why they are making walls of separation between them.The barriers they started to make them feel secure has made them so insecure that midst of all the luxuries,vividness and abundances of life they are so lonely in their heart due to the walls they created around them which gradually made them blind to understand the greatness of their creator.Due to their insecurity they made or trying to believe themselves that they are so special than any other beings in this universe and they are so fools to make themselves to believe that they are the only one creature in this universe with soul which gives them some kind of special status in front the creator.
Yes,they are right I thought, so many times when priest told us in the classes that we are made in the shape of the creator or specially made us to with his own hand and given power to rule all the other living and non livings in this universe.But I felt so many times that all the other organisms are much closer to the creator than we humans